End of Second Semester :D

Finally I ended my year one second semester in UTAR. I promised myself to work hard in this semester and I think I did it a lil maybe ? Anyhow I've tried my best to attend every class in this semester and even pay a lot of attention when lecturers and tutors are teaching . At least Im did not dream in the class like I did in the first semester. 

Like This !!

Happy ! Glad of myself ! HAHA . Hope my spirit will continue till I graduate. =D 

DADDY , MUMMY . ♥♥ I LOVE YOU ♥♥

Specially for my Dear Sunshine ♥

Hi everybody ! Saw the picture above ? HAHA . She is my SBFF ! ♥ What is SBFF eh ? SBFF stand for Super Best Friend Forever ! I've known her for already 2 decade ! I know its impossible I know her since when i was born but its TRUE because I've already get to know her before I was born ! xD Wanna know why ? Its a secret =P

Sunshine,

Such a beautiful name her Dad gave her . The name suits her very much . Whenever she is around me I wouldn't feel bored at all because she can make me laugh like a mad person non-stop ! She's nice to play with, talk with, quarrel with(i mean *shooting* :P), shopping with, hang out with and the list goes on . 

Sunshine is such an awesome friend that I ever had . She will always be my listener when I had any problem . I miss her soooooooo much . =( We are seperated now due to studies . I've lost a best listener . I felt lost sometimes because I got no one to talk to anymore when I am not happy or when I filled up with problems . I know she will still be there if I find her to have a chat but its different now because I'm scared to disturb her . Anyway not only that la . We also share happiness together and laugh together :P *I miss that moment*

Anyway if you guys wanna know where is she now , she is currently working in KL :) Feel free to find her and bring her along when anyone of you wants to go shopping ! Haha . I hope she is doing well over there and happy like always . ♥

For Sunshine ,

Haha.. I don't care if you are bored with my words because I still wanna say I MISS YOU ! and I HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON ! :D Remember there was a letter that you wrote for me and i did not reply you 'yet' ?? Sorry . I couldn't find the right time to write a proper letter for you . (maybe its just an excuse) hahaha but I know you wont mind right ? I wish you ALL the BEST in your Future yaa ♥ I LOVE YOU VERY MUCHIEEEEEEEEE ! ♥♥

And Lastly, 

♥ A Pretty Picture of Her ♥

*Lurve euuu*♥

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p/s: She is not available anymore ~ Don't come asking me for her number kay ~ muahahaha ♥

One Paper Down

Exams started this week .
My exams is on every week's Saturday till August . 

Aww.. I miss my hometown and my parents ♥ 

Although I'm not clever but I'll TRY my BEST to pass every paper !

I'm working hard on it !
Please god . You'll help me right ? >< ♥

I find it hard to catch up with all the subjects because its all in English .
How to improve my English ?
The words are too deep for me to understand especially my Law subject .

What I know in Law for now is only CONTRACT .
Emmm...and if you ask me to elaborate more about Law I will go O_O"

My classmates are great .
I envy them dam a lot because they are dam clever . T-T
It's great to know them anyway but it's saddening because when we started to be friends the semester is going to end .
In a blink of an eye its already July .
After exams it would be our submission of assignments and presentation then final .
After all that we will say SAYONARA to each other and there comes another Sem with new people .
Time is cruel .
Time separate every memories that happen in our life .

Life is getting tougher when we grow older .

Why ?
Because there are lotsa problems for us to face and overcome it . 

P/S : Doraemon .. Can you turn me into a baby back ? 

I know this wouldn't happen but i wish it will happen =|

Kampar life isn't sucks after all if I use all my time wisely .

The humans here are always active at night and passive during the day time .

I'm going to list down a "to-do-list" for the days after my exams finish !

 ♥ My To-Do-List :

- Go KL

- Buy a lot a lot of clothes and bag

- Get 2 pairs of sandals/sneakers

- Get a Mini Instant Camera

- Holiday with family

-Holiday with frens

- Party !

Ok..I'm nuts..

Not going to fulfill all of course .

But I hope i can at least fulfill 3 to 4 of it ? 

Wahahah then I'll be Happy To The Max Liao ♥♥

Wee...Its time to bath .

Been sitting in front of lappie and Facebook from the second i step in to my room =D

Tata! ♥

He is too sleepy to take picture with me . Ahahah Stupid boy =P ♥

Happy 616 days ! ♥

June

It's was only two weeks studying in UTAR Kampar but there are already tons of things that happened .
Everything still haven't settle down .
I guess every new students will feel the same too ?
It's hard to adapt in the new environment especially when parents are not here with me .

Assignments coming , Exams coming .
We still haven't wake up yet .
Still feel sleepy whenever we are in the class .
Hope things are going to be better by this week .
*Pray Hard*

One of my lecture class view :)
Big isn't it ?
This is only 1/3 of the hall .
Imagine how big is the class ?
And imagine how noisy would it be if there are a lot of talkative people ?
Haha.

I guess that all for now .
Anyway , Im growing wider and wider again . Lol . 

First Day





Compulsory to wear UTAR t-shirt for the first day of orietation



8.30 am - 12.00 pm - Video Presentation



It starts sharp at 8.30 am but it ends at nearly 1 pm . Hungry , Tired , Sleepy , Bored . Anyway we get to know alot about UTAR . we get to know about the Department of Students Affairs, UTAR Library, IT Infrastructure and Support Centre, Division of Examinations, Awards and Scholarships and Division of Finance . We don't get to see the face of the people talking but only slides because we don't get a sit in the Heritage Hall because it's already fully occupied .

View from my seat .

1 pm finally we get to go out from the hall . Lunch time . But they only gave us 30 mins to eat . The cafeteria was full . Long queue every stall so ended up having bread as my lunch .

1.30pm - 3.00 pm - Briefing about our Courses .

We are seperated according to our courses . So mine was in IDK4 . UTAR is super big . Walking from a block to another block is tiring . Imagine .. we need to walk from Block A to Block I . @.@" Faint ..



IDK 4 - Marketing Students

As usual the talk did not end in time . It ends at 3.20 pm . the talk was from a lecturer . Not really boring because the info he told us is very usefull . After the class end there is a nother talk ,called Safety Talk . I skip that and went back because I see quite a number of people escape too .

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Today I went Kampar Pasar Malam for the first time . ❤ Its much bigger than Taiping's want . ❤ I bought a lot of foods to eat =D ❤

Kebab ❤

Tau Fu Faa ❤

Takoyaki ❤

Jelly Ice ❤

Yummy ~~~ ❤ Kebab the best of all ❤ Others not bad too ❤

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p/s - Im going to skip alot of talks tomorrow xD

Registration Day

Today's weather is freaking HOT max !! I need to go register in UTAR Campus . Flood with humans . Actually not really many people only .. maybe few hundreds ???

Early in the morning around 8am wake to prepare and go out at 9am . Drove there . Luckily there is some parking spaces left for me . Thanks god ! Walk in the block A and register and then went for the campus tour . What i can only say is that UTAR Campus in Kampar is VERY BIG . Im afraid that i will lost in there one day . -,- Walking around the whole Campus was damn tiring ! ! It's HOT and FAR . What i love the most is the library . Freaking nice and cold there with a lake side view ! =]]]]]

After that we need to pass up our health report . Long queue there . BORED ! After pass up already tired . Sit there and wait till 1.30pm to go for the Kampar Tour . Nothing fun but got free aircond for half and hour , free water , free sandwich only for RM1 ! Who don't want ? hahaha . Satisfying  ♥ ♥

Back room already sweat like just bath come out . Rest awhile and bath . Ahhhhhh I LOVE this moment ! Why? Because it's not hot anymore and stop sweating .  ♥

Anyway, yesterday I've learnt how to ride a bicycle . ♥  Actually I know how to ride a bicycle when i was small but after so long I did not ride I forgot how to brake it ! Nearly fall end up i use my legs to brake . -,-

Kampar's food is not cheap compare with Taiping want . It cost me rm5 per plate and the standard price is rm4.50 . Today i went to the campus canteen and had my lunch there . The economy rice cost me rm3 . The price is still okay but i felt cheated ! Why ? Because my sis called the same dish as mine plus ony can of drink but less one hash brown all together cost her rm3.10 . While i did not call any drinks but only rice and the same dish as my sis plus one hash brown cost me rm3 ! . My sis's rice is only rm1.60 per plate while mine plus ONE HASH BROWN cost me RM3.00 ! One hash brown need rm1.50 anot UNCLE ??????? Maybe the uncles hates me -,- Lol . I look at him and he told me " don't worry , very cheap only ~" What daa ! -,- !!!!!!!!!!!

I felt being cheated . Unsatisfy !!

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p/s : Waiting for my license to be back . Either today or tomorrow  ♥ Anyway it cost me rm100 T____T Money money fly away ~~~

Hello Kampar , Goodbye Taiping ♥

Luggage Check ! Time To go !

First time driving in a highway without Dad beside . Fun ? Yeah . But there is something stupid happened . Lol.. Want to know what happen ? Tell you later =)

Check in in Danish House was hell . It sucks . Have to queue up and sign agreements . =.= Waited for so long finally got my room key .

Go check out my room . One word.. DIRTY LEH !!!!! >-< cleaning session . Clean Clean Clean and Clean finally its done =D hehe . Want to see my new room ? Here you go , :)



Side view.. My bed , study room and wardrobe =)

My new little bed =)

Satisfying.. but.. the toilet door spoilt . The whole door is going to drop anytime from now . @@ Its ok i guess. Went and complain it just now and they promised to come and fix it tomorrow . Weehee ~~ ♥♥

Yesterday night finally settle down every single thing so i sit down and chat with my parents before they go back . And here comes the stupid things that happen . Know what ????? I get to know that ....

I DRIVE IN HIGHWAY FROM TAIPING TO KAMPAR WITHOUT LICENSE !!! Urm I mean MY LICENSE ALREADY DEAD ! FOR LIKE TWO WEEKS ? @@" IN THIS TWO WEEKS I DRIVE WITH A DEAD LICENSE . OH MY GOD !

Im so stupid . I tot that the license is dead because i don't have to stick the P sticker only . =,= I dint know i NEED TO RENEW IT . Oh my .. Stupid right ? lol.. nvm I learn from mistake xD hohoho .

Anyway , when i woke up this morning I felt weird =| New environment is weird . I miss Taiping and miss the people there especially my family =( . Hmm.. I hope I can adapt in my new environment soon =)

Father and Mother I Miss You =D ♥
Sunshine I Miss You =D ♥

Friends I Miss You =D ♥

Remember to Miss me back too ! xD ♥

And Lastly ,

Sis , Mum and Me ♥

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p/s - 2 more days to go register . Excited nia ! ♥ =D

It's Wednesday !

Its Wednesday !! Its Wednesday already !!! Time flies . Sad to leave but excited to gain new experience . Suddenly felt that leaving is not a nice thing . 2 more days . 2 more days ah ! I couldn't believe it . In a blink of an eye its already 18/05/2011 = |

So do I enjoy much during my 5 months plus holidays ? 50-50 i guess . Went holiday with family the most in these 5 months plus . The only thing that I can say is that we get to be closer to each other and understand each other more and more . I love it . ♥ 

Haven't have any trip with my bunch of friends yet . Thats is the saddest part >_____< Friends , will there be any trips for us in the future ?????? :D ♥

By the way , I've been packing non-stop these days . DamnALOT of things weihhh . I'll post the pictures of my things to bring over to Kampar after I finished packing . XD
Stay tuned . ♥

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p/s - I dislike Packing because I dislike Leaving as well =(

Short Update

Today was a bored day actually but I kinda had fun . =) Accompany Sis to work for the whole day . Tired yet worth it . Went Lunch with Buddies . Laugh non stop when Sunshine gave us the answer for her "Funny" questions with all those Paussssss and Beans . LMAO . ♥

Anyway , boy went to Hat Yai with his family . IMYVTM ♥ This was the first time we didn't sms each other for a day . What i can only say is I felt very bored and miss him so much . Hope he had fun there . He's coming back soon . Hehe =D and CONGRATULATION BOY , you've achieved the results that you always wanted . Although you not really satisfy with some of it , I know you're still happy right? ahahaha . Try harder next time to maintain or level up your results . Gambateh laaa ♥
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5 more days till i leave Rain Town .
Going to add more memories with my dear friends first before i leave . ♥

Fair

Currently mood - Mixed mood

Talk about fair . Today I am going to share some of my opinion about being fair to people around us . It is not about anything happen in my life but it is just something that i really confuse sometimes . So i am going to share some of my opinions .

I love freedom doesn't mean i don't listen to any advices . The freedom in my life means i need sometime to be alone . I can go out all by myself to anywhere and hang out alone or shop alone . I don't mind . By doing that i can relax my mind and feel free . I love that feel but not to forget i love it too when I am hanging out with my friends or my lover . What is the differences between friends and lover?

Friends and lover are important to me after my family . I don't hope one day I'll be far from my friends just because of my lover or far from my lover just because of my friends .

True friends/Best friends are the one who are willing to help you after your family . They are the best listeners after your family . They never fail to make you happy while you are sad . Most importantly they will NEVER leave you no matter what happens because true friends will remain as friends forever . We might have some arguements in this friendship but i believe true friends will always forgive you no matter what you do to hurt them . Right? Backstabbing is the most dangerous things between friendship . Once you backstab your friends you all might have a deep deep cut in the heart that might cause the "hate" feelings to occur .

While for true lover . They are your close partner in your life . Almost the same as your true friends . They will make you happy too , BUT the scariest part is..today they might do alot of things for you to show how much they sacrifice to love you but tomorrow they will try to kill you because they hate you after arguements . I don't believe the "forever" word because it is only a word that come out from the person mouth . I am not encouraging you all to don't believe your partner saying that he/she love you forever or wants to be with you forever but lets think it in the other way . Even a married couple can divorce so what else can we say about only "in a relationship" ?

Being fair to lover and friends its a hard job for humans . If you go out with your friends your lover will think that you did not accompany him/her enough while if you go out with your lover your friends might think that you got lover forget friends . So .. how to be fair??

To any person who is in a relationship ,
I believe that you will jealous whenever your bf/gf go out with his/her friends right ? What i wanted to say is .. just give them some freedom to go out . It's no use controlling your bf/gf all the time . They will feel like they are living in a cage . Humans need freedoms . I don't believe there is someone in the world who dont love some freedom . About jealousy . Don't ever jealous whatever things that your bf/gf do . Jealous too much = annoying ! I was a person who love to jealous towards whatever thing my bf do . But slowly slowly im learning to control myself and our relationship got better . Tolerates and trusts are the most important things in a relationship . If you trust your bf/gf and tolerate with him/her i believe relationship may last long . Following your bf/gf all the time its a NO NO too . Why ? Let me tell you why .. Don't you feel like you looks more like a bodyguard for your partner more than lover ?? > < Let them free.. be fair towards them . They should have some time with their friends too right ? =) But don't too over la.... Go out all the time till forget your partner is too much too =|

To any friends who is in this condition ,
Don't judge your friends who is in a relationship too fast by saying they got lover forget friends . They might have the problem like what i stated above . Is not they wanted to stay away from you all but people who is in a relationship will have to care about both side people's feelings . Is not easy . Be more considerate won't make you lose a friend right ? =) Don't straight away ignore them when they already in a relationship . You won't know that you will hurt them by doing that . They may hang out will you all less than bfore they are in a relationship but it doesn't mean they dont care at all alright ?

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Whatever things that happen in life always have they way to solve it . So i wish that i will learn to solve all the problems in my life calmly so that i won't hurt anyone's feeling . To all my friends and my lover - I love you all . I love every single on of you and will appreciate you all . You guys are always in my mind . I will never forget all of you unless i nyanyuk ady lor har =P hehehehe

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P/S- All this are just my opinions so no offence yaa :) ♥

Blog ? ;)

I love to read blogs .
I love to read what people thinks and about their life .
It is not because I am  a busybody or anything but by reading I get to learn a lot .
No one is perfect but I believe everyone are trying their best to be .
The purpose i created this blog is because to note down every good or bad memories in my life and share anything that i wants to share .

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20th of May ,me and my sister is going to leave my hometown for further studies .
Going to miss everything here especially my family .
My mum is going to be very lonely =(
*Don't worry mum we'll back to visit you whenever we are free ♥*
Anyway I am going to start my new life there . (in Kampar i mean)I hope i could understand whatever the teachers and lecturers teach .*pray*
I want to study hard !
Study very very hard so that i can get a job with a GOOD PAY to repay my parents and give them a better life of course .
I should learn to be more independent starting from now .
I've been staying at home ever since I finished my STPM exam last year without working .
No income at all .
Cant you imagine that ?
People might tot that I am rich enough so I don't have to work . Nahhhh
Just giving myself some break from study before i start study again .
I can work till i die next time after i graduate . hehehehehe

-That is all for today-


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*I wish I can earn alot alot money in future to have the life that i always want* ♥